so what’s it like to be a miserable cow who only has internet friends?
I really should not let him—or any guy—treat me that way. I don’t owe anyone anything, nor do they owe me anything. I know better. I know SO much better and yet I sort of let myself into a potentially bad situation anyway. fuck off with your shit. I’m done. The only guys I want are the ones who will treat me the way i deserve to be treated. Not yell at me and cuss me out because I didn’t answer the phone.
Slut-bashing is a cheap and easy way to feel powerful. If you feel insecure or ashamed about your own sexual desires, all you have to do is call a girl a “slut” and suddenly you’re the one who is “good” and on top of the social pecking order.
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| — | [Leora Tanenbaum (Harper Paperbacks, 2000.): Slut! Growing Up Female with a Bad Reputation, p. 238.] (via church-mouth) |
I’ve been running from all these social situations lately and I don’t know why. It’s not like I’ll be any happier sitting at home hating my existence. It takes so much energy for me to care about anything. I’m a miserable fuck and it has to stop.
People want to be my friend, but ya’ll know: I just want to treat myself like shit instead.
I´m not ashamed of what I am—of how I pass through this life. What I am has given me the strength to do it. At my lowest ebb I have never contemplated suicide. I value what is here too much. I have a contribution to make. I am not just take up space in this life. I can add something to the lives I touch. I don´t like everything I know about myself, and I´ll never be satisfied, but nobody´s perfect. I’m not sure where the next years will take me —what they will hold—but I´m open to suggestions.
literally my feelings towards anyone who says they’re entitled to some douche bag opinion about real issues like racism or rape.
I feel like I could write a book titled how to be single for the rest of your life and make sure you never successfully date anyone, meet someone decent or hook up with anyone ever. Everyone feeds me the same shit and I’m just tired of it. I’m too negative and I’m a self-fullfilling prophecy, but they don’t know shit. And they don’t know what it’s like. And I’m just fed the fuck up. For whatever reason that’s making sure I don’t deserve anyone, it’s doing a great job. A+
